sigh.

starting to have dreams again. i want to go on for Honours. seriously, unless God works a miracle, it can never happen. sigh~ it's not that i don't trust God. but i know the effort i put in. praying hard.

i want to understand the Holy Spirit. i want to know Him. i know my knowledge of Him is lacking tons.

i want to grow. grow into His beautiful princess. just for Him. :)

The hols are here. Yea! Haha.. Gonna be busy.

Gonna pack my room. Yes Leo. I'm publicising it. My room has not been packed since the day I shifted house and it has been almost a year already. Haha... With God's help, gonna convert the room into a place where it is filled with warmth and love, and also a place where God will meet me in my secret garden with Him.

Gonna meet up people. Anyone whom I owe an appointment? Think I already made the necessary ones... R...i..g....h...t? If not, drop me an sms. Hee.

Gonna have fun making & shopping for Christmas pressies. Christmas is about giving NOT shopping. Haha... (A reminder for myself) Jesus was given to us on this special day. Hee. Lalalala....

Gonna make trips up to Malaysia. For training and also for vacation. :D

Most importantly, gonna make effort to spend more time with God to seek directions in the coming new year. Man. This year passed really fast. Though it is a very down period for me, God has been with me in the valley. :) In recent weeks, told God I wanna lead a Spirit-led life. No longer I that liveth but Christ that liveth AND reign in me.

Man.. Hectic schedule. Madness. Hahaha...

God, I commit this hols into Your hands. Teach me to follow You daily and not walk ahead of You. Hee.. Yep. Amen.