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Cant think of a title for this post. Hmmmm...

Just want to thank God. I've got a new keyboard. One that is the same as church. Was enquiring which keyboard was good and XX said that the one in church was one of the better ones around and cost roughly $2.7K(w/o anything else). I had plans to sell my piano at home but I will feel guilty if I did as my Granny bought it for me. I have plans.....

Reason for wanting to sell/get rid of my beloved piano:
- When I'm at my new place, it's still OUTSIDE my bedroom
- The piano cannot be silenced even if I wanted to play it at night
Ultimate reason
-My mum wanted to put her idols on it!!
(By common sense, would I even play the piano if idols were placed on it??? NO WAY!)

Then, the day in which I went for SU camp (took place pretty long ago), before we entered Sentosa, Zec and myself was window shopping in Harbourfront shopping centre. We were early so... Ya. Then we entered into BIG and there was a Yamaha section. Guess what? The exact piano was on offer. $1.8K with an X stand! That's $900 off! What a great deal! I was excited man. My heart pumped SUPER fast... But it's limited to the 1st 8 sets (I think) and there was 2 sets left. But HOW?? I was going for SU camp already. And this promotional price was only available @BIG.

I msg my parents to give me an advanced 21st birthday present. Dad: No response. Mum: Scolded me instead........... To cut the long story short, NOW, I'm a happy owner of that piano but I've yet to lay hands on it 'cause it'll only be delivered when I move house. And guess what?? It'll be IN my room! YEA!!! As for the piano, we shifted it to my aunt's place. All went well and Father, thank You for that. You understood my agony-how to worship You with idols on the piano?

Thank You.........

And I could sing unending song, of how You saved my soul...
And I could dance a thousand miles to show of Your great love...

:'(

Father,
I know somethings do not need explaination. Just like why You called me out of my very comfort zone. No matter what misconception people have or whatsoever, Lord... I'm not paying attention to them all. There's no point entertaining any single one. There's no explaination to be given. Just sheer obedience on my part.

Father,
be merciful to Your beloved children. Father, the things I fear most is happening. Why did You even let me into Your secret? It's painful seeing Your revelation to me many years ago coming to past. Father.... Be merciful. May those who left the faith come back. May those whose hearts are hardnened be softened. May those whose carnal self is more overwhelming than the Spiritual man allow their self to die once again. Father.... Be gracious.

Father,
I thank You for Your grace and mercy and favour and protection over me. I could be like those sheeps who have gone astray but Lord, You chose to protect me. What can I say? But Father... Be gracious to the rest. I beg of Your mercy my Father.

Father.. I love You. Your ways are higher. Forgive me for my foolishness. Loving You Father.

Illumine each step that I take and see.

In Christ name,
Amen

Hey all!

Hey all!
Just dropping by to say HI! Sorry have been busy to update. I'm not dead! YET.... Hahaha... Can't update now too... Real tired. Will try to pen soon k? Cya all...

Jesus is the reason for THIS season!

SO blessed I cant contain it.....

Feeling so so so sooooooooooooo BLESSED! God is good and I just can't contain it and is BURSTING!! Haha...

During the last camp, thought nothing much happened other than the fact that I've been a not so good leader BUT.... I was wrong. When I returned to mainland, I REALISED how blessed I am and up till now I can't stop thanking and loving Him. In the past, I used to look around and see and complain to God about WHY He kept blessing my other brothers and sisters and not me with talents, gifts etc... After the camp, my vision is so so so clear now.

Zec is one of the greatest blessings God has ever given to me, other than His salvation.I have been always taking him(Zec) for granted. So bad right? Hahaha... During this camp, think 2-3 people came up to me and told me that they can see that he loves me alot and is very protective over me. As I think back, it's really true. Many times, when I'm down, Zec's always there. He will purposely come to my place (regardless of the time) just to accompany because he knows that if I'm alone for too long, negative comments and thoughts from the enemy confuse and subsequently sinks in me... Father, Dear..... Thank you both.....

Also, I have been complaining how come I'm not in touch with my friends and I've drawn very far from them. In my mind I wondered how in the world will I be able to 'connect' with them again... Guess what? Since I break camp up till now, a lot of my good friends contacted me and I've been out with some of them already... Isn't our Father... Good and loving? Just so so love Him!

Dear Father, thank You for everything. Just wanna be Your bright light, Your salty salt and Your good ambassador. Don't wanna find my identity in people's view of me any more but KNOW my identity in You- Your courageous warrior, confident princess and gentle daughter....

Loving You always, Me

Man... Can't wait for SU camp to come. It's starting tomorrow till Wednesday. Really dunno what to expect. I have been out of touch with SU camps in some sense. Last year was in the committee so did not really got 'involved' in the camp or rather campers. The year before I was a camper. This year I'm the MAIN leader. I feel stressed. I'm not good at engaging people. But in my weakness, He will be magnified and glorified. In You I trust Father.

Don't wanna look around anymore,

Just wanna focus on You Lord.

Just loving You, serving You with all of my heart,

With my eyes stuck and fixed on You.

Take over O God,

Take over.

I love You.