Have you ever felt like strength is gone and nothing is gonna work out fine? Have you feel like sleeping all day long and never see the daylight ever again? I have.

Father, I just thank You for Your grace and mercy. And the saneness and the strength. You are good and there's none like You. There's noone that can compare to You. Father. Abba. I love You. May Your love, grace and mercy extend to all who needs You. May Your sweet, gentle presence be upon each one who are too discouraged and weak to move on. God. :)
Amen.

i passed

Lord, thank You for being my strength when I was weak. Thank You for showing Your grace and mercy and lovingkindness that are of old. Thank You. Life has been becoming smooth once again. But all I ask of you is my daily bread. That's all I want and ever need. Amen.

Two things I ask of you, O LORD; do not refuse me before I die: Keep falsehood and lies far from me; give me neither poverty nor riches, but give me only my daily bread. Otherwise, I may have too much and disown you and say, 'Who is the LORD ?' Or I may become poor and steal, and so dishonor the name of my God. (Pro 30:7-9)

Amen

one last try

Giving one last shot. No more. No more energy to go on. It takes too much effort. I know that I can succeed if You want me to. I dunno why I can't. But just one last try. Quit persuading people. My mind is fixed. It's as hard as concrete. Unless You say otherwise. Only Your words I will hear and You know that Lord. But at the same time please provide. In You I wanna trust and rejoice. But I don't trust in myself. Teach me O God.

At times, why don't you just speak up? At times, why don't you show that you care? I'm leaving this life of accusations. You are living this life of hurts and disappointments. There's just nothing we can do. Many a times, I just wanna run away and break lose from you. I'm turning 21. But Lord, I submit myself to you. Knowing that You wanna me to love, forgive and let go. Take over God. Take all of me. May Your love overflow.